my mind was in a simple situation
of permanent consideration
it tried to kill the full foundation
of my damned ever lasting hibernation

it imagined simply to remain the same
and saw suffering as a self-made pain
she could not have been the reason of my rain
let it be easy to find the new flame

but i can not even start a simple new relation
neither reconstruct me a brand new and perfect creation
i must admit this is more than a frustration

i can not convince reveiling it simply is a shame
that my girl vanished by that early leaving evening train
my mind cannot accept this love would be in vain